5:09 p.m.
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15 February, 2004

Okay, news, news....

Last night was fun-ish. A riot of illegal substances, legal substances, people abusing my phone number, etc. Kelvin thought I looked gorgeous, I think he and I are too good for the rest of 'em. We need to find a gay rock club, or is that a contradiction in terms?

Sorted out things with Laura. I think she definitely knows where she stands now, but she did give me her Girls And boYs t-shirt, which gave me a big happy. Yay for her.

Came home today... started feeling a bit homesick. I think it was partly due to the fact that I was coming down and also because my life has been moving so quickly that I feel like I haven't actually spent quality time with anyone recently... it's all so fast and superficial. So I'm chilling with the family. I immediately told my mother all the sordid details. Apparently, it's strange that I feel comfortable telling my mum stuff about my life, that she never tells me what to do, or what's best. That it's up to me and she'll only help if I ask her to. Is that weird?

I'm reading Hemingway right now. I love his style and his characters. It's rare that I read an author that I think I'd like to hang out with. I usually find them too pompous.

I think Rebekah took my soul.