11:22 p.m.
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23 January, 2004

OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD. etc, etc.

Rebekah is having a baby... it's due on February 18th. I want to die... Why do I want to die?

I'm having a complete 'everyone hates me, I'm all alone' moment right now... Don't know why that is. But still, Rebekah. Baby. Oh my god.

I guess this means we're never going to be together ever again. I guess this means that I'm never going to be with anyone I love ever again. I guess this means... Shit, I don't even know what it means.

I hate Laura. I hate her, I don't know why I keep trying to be friends with her. I actually hate everyone, so I don't even know why I'm bothering to write this shit.