3:53 p.m.
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04 December, 2003

It's been a weird week so far. Felt hugely homesick for a while, and to make myself better I watched a bunch of really harrowing films like Schindler's List. No, they didn't make me feel any better really, but I am now glad that I'm not fearing for my life, which is always a plus.

My flatmates vary from day to day. Sometimes I think they're lovely and wonderful, other times I think they are insensitive milk thieves. I think the change might be down to my own ambivalence about the whole thing... for example, they are milk thieves twenty four hours a day, not just when I'm miserable.

Went to see Rocky Horror the other day with Kelvin and Laura. It was cool, but then I went to The Penny to hear Nat sing and I just felt completely out of it, like a real outsider. I'm not sure, I hope it will get better. It didn't help that my little brother had left a really sad message on my answerphone that night, basically with him crying for me just before going to bed.

I had an essay due in on Monday and I, like a fool, left it to today to get some books for it,partly because I've lost both my library and my college registration card AGAIN and can't get books out without either of them. Anyway, there are no books to be had, which will make writing 2,500 words so much more harder.

Anyway, home tomorrow, back to my new Sims expansion pack. Yay, makin' magic! and back to my lovely, empty-looking room. And my last day at my job. YAY!