11:17 a.m.
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23 November, 2003

I had a CRAPPY day yesterday. Crappy with a capital CRAP, but I don't really want to go into the details because I'm busy at work repressing. But, I will say that I'm under investigation at work, for having one day off. Yes, you heard me right. But at the meeting next week, now that I know what kind of shit they will try to pull, I'll be ready for them.

I also cut my finger really badly at work yesterday, kind of my fault. I may just be the clumsiest person alive.

Oh, and my new landlord is already trying to overcharge me. Thing is, I'm such a naive person really, I don't expect people to try and screw me over and the shock that they will is the most upsetting part.

Other than that, I'm establishing a really good text relationship with my friends at uni. Soon I shall see them face to face, oh yes, I shall.

The guy at work who likes me asked me out three times yesterday. I kept making jokes about other things, or acting as though I didn't take him seriously. Thing is, he's a nice guy and so much fun to talk to, but when it gets into the freaky kind of territory, I tend to panic and not spend time with the guy again. I don't want to just say no, because it would be dishonest. If I did go out with guys, I'm sure he would have got a yes. My mum reckons there has to be some kind of signal I can give to let him know, I suggested morse

code or semafore, I learnt how to do that in Brownies.

How good was I: Brownies, Girl Guides and then Boy Scouts. I know, I could do some flag waving and then tie an elaborate knot... No, I'm just being stupid.

So anyway, after my entirely crappy day, I came home and watched Red Dwarf with my brothers. Nothing can be better than that.